Forever ago .

I'm so so so so so so sorry its been so long, a lot has happened since we have last spoken.
I guess I'll start with Cameron, since that it the most recent news.


Ahhh, Cameron, how i hate you .

So my cousin, Lauren started talking to Cameron and they were becoming 'friends' pretty quickly, and at first i didn't have a problem with it, until Cam stopped talking to me. He just stopped, and they started talking all the time and calling each other and shit. So obvs, i asked them about it separately, and Lauren denied everything, saying they don't even talk and Cameron said they were just friends, and I need to chill. Then i asked him if he liked her and see said yeah, i didn't say anything. The next day i woke up to a long message about how he was kidding and how he would never leave me, not even if Lauren was the skinniest prettiest girl in the world, which at the time i thought was really cute.

The he invited me and Lauren to a party which was supposed to occur May 16th .
AT first we were going to go together, but after he started ignoring me and my calls, i told lauren i wasn't going and i asked if she still was, she said yeah. We got into a HUGE fight .So yeah, i haven't talked to Cameron in 2 weeks, he hasnt called me or msg'd me. The funny part is though, i don't care as much as i thought i would, i never cried, i never felt remorise, i was jsut pissed, at them at what she insists on doing, at him for not wanting to even tell me his side .

Whatever, its done now, Lauren promised that after the party she would never talk to him again.


The next thing, my kitty who i've had since i was five died. My brohter and i noticed that she really started to smell, so we gave her a bath and the smell came back insitantly, and we noticed she wasnt eating. We also noticed that she was swelling on the right side of her mouth and we figured it was an infected tooth that needed to be pulled, so we brought her to the vet and she told us that Sassy ( my cat) had a tumor about the size of an egg in her jaw. She said she really didnt recomend removing it becasue she would have to remove her entire tounge with it and we would half to feed her by a needle and she probably only live a year or more. She was 10 years and 10 months old, and she was a present from my dad for my fifth birthday. When my dad saw how distraught i was over her dying he went out an hour later and bought a new kitten, which we named Pheobe. At first i was mad at him for trying to replae sassy that i didnt want anything to do with Pheobe but shes grown on me alot. She sleeps with me know nad although she is so diffrent from Sassy i still love her. She loves to play and is desperate to get outside, shes a ragdoll cal and is creme with grey on her tail paws and ears.


So here is the reason i have posted in SOOOOO long .
Well first my laptop just deid one morning, it wouldnt even turn on :( So i was stuck using the desk top, which isnt the most private place to post . Then my dad lost it because i got a 38 in math, which i brought up to a 50 by midterm (: HE took my cell, My ipod, my DS ( which in the end he ended up smashing into two pieces) , my broken laptop and this desktop. He made me close all my email and fb accounts and i was forced to hand over all my savings/earnings to him. This punishment is still techincally going on, but i sneak on here everyt morning before he wakes up and every night after he goes to sleep. I cant wait till he moves out, he's going to Vancover for two months for the Olyimpics next year ! YAY! I don't mind so much though, seeing as he;s never home, all he does is work which i dont mind because it means he's not here yelling at me. He completely ignores me until its his time to yell, which is at least once during the day. Usually it jsut some stuff he makes up when he cant find anything. Ie. My "lying" my "messy" room and my "adittude" problem, all of theese things don't exsist.

I'm trying to think if anything else is exciting right now .

I doubt it, but if there is ill edit this

ttfn!

Winterr .